pain

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Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.

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still a lil bit crumpled but am definitely okay...

i am a full pledge nurse

by heart & by soul...

equipped with knowledge & skills

to hone my future colleagues..

but when this pain in the chest

occurs everytym when im at rest...

i wanna lay down like a baby

PLEASE WATCH OVER ME...

NOW...

what's the purpose of this

diploma & license...

if i cant even cure myself

err..it makes no sense...

just let me be...

Life is too short to wake up with regrets..

So LOVE the people who treat you RIGHT!

Forget the ones who DON'T!!

And believe that everything happens for a reason.

If you get a chance, TAKE IT,

If it changes your life, LET IT!

Nobody said it would be easy,

they just promised that it would be WORTH IT....

When that day comes..

One day you're going to wake up

and realize how much you care for me

and when that day comes,

I'll be waking up

next to the guy that already knew...

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i'm looking forward to that day.

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THE GREAT PRETENDER

we can pretend to be brave, to conceal our fears.

Pretend to be smart, to conceal our insecurities.

Pretend to be strong, to conceal our weaknesses.

But we can NEVER pretend to be HAPPY,

to conceal how much we missed the days before we pierced into reality.

Maybe, that's what life is all about.

Reality bites, but we can never bite it back।

i need a life

march 2008
i have heard it coming but i'm not prepared...everything comes so fast
i have wanted it to happen so that i can show some ass but it was really damn difficult just
to leave like that. well i thought maybe it's time to get out of my shell and do something brave,
something that is different from my daily routine...a way better than sitting in front of my computer, much nicer than talking nonsense hahaha...in short getting a "life".
i cant believe that it took me a year to think about that, it just popped in my head that i should be working now in a reputable hospital doing rounds, changing iv lines, etc. i got my license last year and did nothing....for a year!!!! yeah u read it right nothing!!
i dont know what came into me and i dont know if i'm gonna be happy or what but my mom hahaha she's sure is, it's not that she wanted me gone she just wanted me to have some directions in life what i'm trying to imply is she wanted me to act as an adult, an adult who is capable of making decisions of her own and simply knows what is right or what is wrong (whoaaa i think thats though isn't it? hahaha )
she (my mom) brought me to life and now she wants me to get a life...sometimes i laugh at it but as i keep on thinking maybe i should really get a life i cant stay like this forever!!!! I NEED A LIFE!!