i need a life

march 2008
i have heard it coming but i'm not prepared...everything comes so fast
i have wanted it to happen so that i can show some ass but it was really damn difficult just
to leave like that. well i thought maybe it's time to get out of my shell and do something brave,
something that is different from my daily routine...a way better than sitting in front of my computer, much nicer than talking nonsense hahaha...in short getting a "life".
i cant believe that it took me a year to think about that, it just popped in my head that i should be working now in a reputable hospital doing rounds, changing iv lines, etc. i got my license last year and did nothing....for a year!!!! yeah u read it right nothing!!
i dont know what came into me and i dont know if i'm gonna be happy or what but my mom hahaha she's sure is, it's not that she wanted me gone she just wanted me to have some directions in life what i'm trying to imply is she wanted me to act as an adult, an adult who is capable of making decisions of her own and simply knows what is right or what is wrong (whoaaa i think thats though isn't it? hahaha )
she (my mom) brought me to life and now she wants me to get a life...sometimes i laugh at it but as i keep on thinking maybe i should really get a life i cant stay like this forever!!!! I NEED A LIFE!!