desert rose

When your life seems as bleak as the darkest you just want your troubles to up and take flight When your emotions are drained or you're full of pain And the tears pour out, just like the rain When your life appears to be falling apart And nothing can aid your aching heart God in his wisdom sent me you A shoulder to cry on, to help me through An angel to stand by my side Someone in whom I can confide For at the end of the tunnel there is a lightA hand to guide me in my flight For out of the darkness shines the moon And after the rain the flowers bloom Now my life is full of zest For I surely am the one that's blessed

memories of the past

I have been talking to quite a number of people lately who seem to be just as hesitant to let go of something that has long been gone and not within their reach anymore. They have made themselves believe that the relationship they have now is the one that they have been looking for all their lives. They are happy, fulfilled and simply contented with what they have. But, somewhere along the way, they step on a stone that was left unturned in the past. Slowly, memories start coming back. Soon, they find themselves battling with emotions that threaten their present relationships. Many of us have moved on after a failed relationship. But many of us fail to leave all the baggage behind. Unknowingly, we carry a little of that unresolved past hidden somewhere in our hearts. We find ourselves in new relationships thinking that we have finally left behind the regrets of the past. But everything that we bitterly let go will always have a way of haunting us- sometimes making us doubt our own capacity to make unbiased and sensible judgments. Let us always remember that the beautiful memories we had with someone will only be good for as long as they remain memories. The moment we confuse what we had yesterday with what we have today then we are head for trouble. There will never be any tomorrow for a memory. We can live forever in it but we will never be happy. Happiness dwells in the present, not in the past. Happiness is in knowing that even if we fail, we can find love again. And when we do, it will be better than what we used to have because it is something that we will share with someone who will wipe away our tears and love us forever.

A BRAND NEW START...

Last two weeks was an exhausting week...started training for my new job! Missed a lot of stuffs, food, friends, bed, pillow....haha! Met new friends.. I managed to be happy inspite of all the problems that i have right now. I already moved on and decided to start evrything the right way..less mistakes...less pain...hope everything's gonna be alright...

camel mo tow abnuy....wakakaka

haven't seen a real one either abnuy... di ka nag iisa lol, been here for 4 months na noh and this picture was taken by arriane gamit ang kanyang slr....dami ninakaw ko lng sa lapy nya mga pics d2 hahaha

i dunno whats the feeling being carried by a camel on his back there's a lot more to happen and a lot to see wakaka kaya kaw abnuy pag pasenyahan mu muna camels ko ha nxt tym andun n ko sa humps nya o yeah....abnuy camel mo tow ha hahaha isip k name nya okies...babayu at ako ssleeefff n poooooooo mwaaah

hay nothing much to do...just playin wid my cam see yan nyt nyt.... time check 1:30 am dubai

pain

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Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.

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still a lil bit crumpled but am definitely okay...

i am a full pledge nurse

by heart & by soul...

equipped with knowledge & skills

to hone my future colleagues..

but when this pain in the chest

occurs everytym when im at rest...

i wanna lay down like a baby

PLEASE WATCH OVER ME...

NOW...

what's the purpose of this

diploma & license...

if i cant even cure myself

err..it makes no sense...